Frankly after so long in LZT I look back and made a check on my own progess… As mentioned long time ago I join in search for good luck great power be a “Ong Ong man” but while in LZT i was wash out of all these “layman” stuffs (Ps: I still need money haha) we started off with very easy chanting doing GT and GYFM maybe a bit of DG….. I was too flexible and too greed on many things… Haven finish learning one I will already embark on another journey of life learning another thing…(James Tio bo) Shifu let me learn this learn that only hoping me to hit the wall so that he can teach me 实修 一步一脚印。。。实实在在的修。。。Next I encounter many ups and downs then Shifu taught me to be zhai zhai (aka steady) … I have problems buying house to create my new home and Shifu taught me many ways to do it…
Part1
Shifu taught me Long Wang Fa so that I can make Long Wang Bao Ping and many many more things… Frankly I just want to say … Its the learning I got that change me… If i am the ‘old’ me I would have already finish 10-20 Long Wang Bao Ping(LWBP) to make myself rich haha but I didnt… The first and the only LWBP i did I wanted to ask for more money but in the end I ask for greater connection with LW which I believe that happen as when I chant I could feel more connection… Then the time for 2nd LWBP I woke up at 6am… seat there dont know I do for what do for who ….. many many things start coming to me I asked myself… money really so important? if i do for ppl will they use the $ for the wrong things? (highly likely yes will and confirm…So far I haven really see anyone who really really need it… But this doesnt means that I will not do I will still practice dont worry 
) [I know i am just too inflexible]
(Anyway I have just 悟到 something about LWBP which I will not share)
Part 2
Shifu taught me many ways to create a way to let me buy house… (the old me would have done it ALL the methods hahaha) but for me now… I didnt try any of the method… shifu sorry wasted ur time… Shifu told me I have problems buying house might be past life karma or my life template or even for my xiu xing… To me I accept all these… why should I use other methods to create or change it for my personnel leisure… I believe I should accept the fact of it… If this is a test for me I should accept it and if it is a punishment for me I should also face it… And use my ‘chi bei’ to gan hua them or maybe this is to make me better cherish the gift to me no matter how good or bad it is… [I am too stubborn too inflexible]
Part 3
I really find shifu very ke lian… we too ego he scare we too quiet he scare we too fast he scare we too slow he scare we dao xing too low he scare some dao xing too high he worry ling xing too low he crack his brain to help ling xing too high he worry he anyhow do things disturb the Fa Jie… Too flexible he scare he inflexible he worry too anything he scare too stubborn he scare … 看不开 he scare 看太开 he worry… evrything call and ask him also make him busy everything also dont ask him he also worry… Haizzzzz the list is endless… I believe alots of us felt the same just no one dare to say him ke lian … HAHAHAHA… let me be the first one ba….. But I know this is his 使命
A problem will be a problem if u see and hold it as a problem but if u really let go and see a bigger angle or view it will not became a problem and instaed it will be a learning lesson for us…
Shifu I just want u to know I am really fine… just a bit stubborn and a bit inflexible but at least I pick up steadiness and 实修… I know my stubborness and inflexiblity or even my over steadiness is causing me to not go further… All these is a lesson for me… I am learning everyday and from everyone… and I am really living up to the vow of my hu fa doing what I should in close accoradance to his vow… so dont worry hahaha… I will try my best to quickly read up and translate all the post ASAP maybe 3 months ba wahaha… And I foresee this translation will again change my life and my views yet again… I am still learning to be a 灵修者…
(Ps: I am not saying I am doing the right thing now… Just suddenly feel like blogging this feeling down since yesterday…)
I second you。 Jia you
曙
By: Carlos on October 6, 2009
at 8:59 am
Hi Dom Shi Xiong,
Pardon me, if I have to something although I am your junior ya. But, i know as you said before that we are all equal in LZT.
Well, Actually, I must compliment your courage to confess out your feeling. It not easy to realize our unwholesome thought, nonetheless to admit the mistake.
Frankly speaking all of us make mistake/ have unwholesome thought before.
For me, (1)I’ll realized the unwholesome thought that have been arised in my mind and promise not to repeat it again,(2) Prevent the unwholesome thought from coming to my mind by showing compassionate, (3)Develop wholesome thought that have not been arised in my mind (4) and Mantained the wholesome thought that have arised in my mind.
If you are really so grateful for Shifu, you may also transfer your merit to him each time.
Hope this response can ease off your feeling.
May you be well, happy and peaceful:)
Val
By: valeri3 on October 6, 2009
at 6:43 pm
junior ??? no girl… all of us are 同修 we are a family… just say what u want no worries de… infact in everyone blogs also can haha…
By: nssdom on October 6, 2009
at 7:18 pm
hahaha… bro, u really know me well..
some time when i sit bk n think i feel like im like a father of 32 kids…
though some of u r much older than me…
but i know wat im teaching u all is something very new to u all this life n i myself been thru the stage b4,
n during that stage im all alone..no help, no source no guide.. n i made alot alot of mistakes..n some of the mistake is irreverseible…
n i regret it alot…n i hope my “kids” dun repeat my mistake…
n also maybe im expose to tooo many ling xiu cultivator who went to the wrong path.. i feel sorry for them, i dun wish this to happen to my “kids”..
so being a kia su n kia see father..i become over protective…hahhahaaha…
hope my over protective..wun give u all too much stress..
By: zacken99 on October 6, 2009
at 11:37 pm
Wahahaha… no stress no stress…
By: nssdom on October 7, 2009
at 12:18 am
aiyo ….. ji ‘gam dong’ wor …..
By: wer wer on October 7, 2009
at 8:22 am
hannor!
we are happy and lucky too!
By: jesdes7779 on October 7, 2009
at 1:51 pm
Shifu Really know me very very well… So scary hahaha…
By: nssdom on October 8, 2009
at 12:13 am
Somehow, i think we all share similar connections. I am glad we have a sifu to guide us correctly and have so many bro and sis to cultivate together… i also want to thank you for the many silent conversations we had.
By: larcx on October 9, 2009
at 2:29 am
严师出高徒、棍棒底下出孝子…
thinking about it, you don’t even need to bear the responsibility of teaching us in the first place. but you did.. this is really our 缘 & 福!!
thanks “dad” for your 苦心!
hahahaha..
By: BFG on October 13, 2009
at 12:52 am
一般所謂靈修法門，不管是有人帶領，還是自行領悟，一定會經過”啟靈”、”靈動”、”靈語”、”靈文”等等過程，這些是其他佛道所沒有的，大家共有的大概就只有經文方面了，因為佛經是大部分修行人都會看的，但是佛門弟子是不會談論及接觸關於靈修方面的事，但是偏偏又是最多佛門弟子喜歡請教關於靈修的事，答案在網路上可以找到很多，不離二種答案，一是邪魔外道，一是靈修與佛門無關，老實念佛即可。而道家與靈修則有幾分相似，但這些都不算在靈修法門之內。
由於靈修法門起源甚晚，又沒有所謂一派宗師，成立派門或寫下經典，但奇怪的是，偏偏很多人就是無師自通，尤其是佛、道眾多弟子中，在念經、修行過程中，無意間就自行啟靈了，所以要我們這些明明就會的人去否定靈修法門，還真的很難，但偏偏我們這些會的人，又沒有一個經典可以依據，只好引用佛家的經典和道家的經典，這也是最容易與其他修行者起爭執的時候，因為飽讀經典者不一定有我們的感受，而我們看經典是用靈修的角度去看，反而十分容易進入，很容易就了解到金剛經在說什麼，心經在說什麼，但是同樣一部心經，市面上大師的解讀，絕對跟靈修者的看法完全不同，因為他們完全沒有靈修者的經歷與感觸，只能依照他們的學識與悟證來解讀經典，所以可以看到國學精湛的國學大師，可以解讀一大堆佛、道的經典，這在古代是看不到了，除了道家的呂仙祖有註解過佛門的金剛經外，古代的修行大師，道是道、佛是佛，個人修個人了，互不相干。
有很多格友對於自然法門很有興趣，也有些格友看出其實自然法門一點也不簡單。，因為要走到自然法門這一步，前面也要花相當多的功夫，就像在”一切有為法”中提到的，至少也要從山下走到山頂，而登頂之後才能算是自然法門，而登頂之前就是我們該下的功夫，當然要等頂是可以一步一步慢慢往上爬，但是也可以找台直升機直接送你上山頂，這端看個人的因緣福報，以及資質而定，不是每個人都要慢慢一步一步往上爬，也不是每個人的腳程都一樣。
就像在自然法門中提到的，該會的功課最少範圍就是”啟靈”、”靈動”、”靈語”、”靈文”,這些，不是只有單純的會說會寫而不懂意思，而是要完全熟悉，自己要能說白話，別人說的靈語也要能聽得懂並翻成白話才行，靈文也是，要能筆拿起來就能寫詩句，而且最低限度也要能分辨，神明與其他外靈的不同。
所以在這裡必須做個小結，不然繼續下去還是一樣會造成某些人的困惑，一方面是對於靈修法門的誤解所造成的，一方面卻是自己的功夫不到家所造成的。而所有靈修者都必須要牢記的一點就是，靈修不是只有修自己就可以了，還必須要幫助其他後進的初學者，幫助他們精進也幫助他們少走冤枉路，關於這點還是仰賴大家，貢獻所學，並且探討出一條康莊大道來，修行沒有對錯，不是我們所學的就一定正確，不是我們所看到的就一定正確，因為靈修不是某些人的專利，應該是適合所有靈修者走的，不應該出現團體間的看法南轅北轍，而應該是大同小異才是。
By: zacken99 on October 28, 2009
at 12:45 am
一切有為法，如夢幻泡影， 如露亦如電，應作如是觀。
無智亦無得，以無所得故，菩提薩埵。依般若波羅蜜多故，心無罣礙，無罣礙故，無有恐怖，遠離顛倒夢想，究竟涅槃。
大致上修行的過程就是如此，都是從有到空再到無，而不是沒有經過有的階段，就直接從空跳到無。先說說有為法好了，凡是修行都有一定的過程與步驟，不論是”菩提道次第廣論”，還是楞嚴經中的二十五個圓通法門，還有最殊勝的觀音法門，或是淨土宗念佛法門都是一樣，這些都屬於有為法，必須經過某些修行的步驟，才有修行果位可得，而修行最初是一定有實際的果位及境界，而不是一開始就什麼都沒有的空界。
但是等到有所成就之後，就像是登玉山好了，不管是從登山口出發，還是從任何一面直接攀岩登頂，或是直接搭直升機攻頂都一樣，登頂後會發現一切豁然開朗，山下的風景一覽無遺，什麼都清楚了，再仔細看看自己走上來的路，順便看看其他路線的風景，原來，路不是只有一條，而是條條大路通羅馬，有的路很好走，也有些需要披荊斬棘才能前進，當然也有人會迷路永遠登不了頂，這時候因為站在高點上一目瞭然，很自然地可以指點迷途之人一條明確的道路，讓他們也很順利的登上山頂。
而這些都屬於有為法的部份，那登頂之後呢?下山的風景都看過了，抬頭往上一看，原來上面還有更寬闊的世界存在著，而就相對於山下而言，上面這個寬闊的世界，明明就有，可是又說不出來有什麼，說它沒有可是明明就有，當然現在大家都知道上面是空氣、大氣、還有宇宙了，也有相關的儀器可以偵測、分析，但是肉眼還是看不到。而這山頂就是修行中很重要的分界點所在，登山過程中的有法可得，到登頂後的無法可得，從一切有為法，到一切有為法，如夢幻泡影， 如露亦如電，應作如是觀。
如果要為登頂後的法門取個名的話，可以相對於有為法而稱之為”自然無為＂，因為已經登山到了山頂，也知道所有法門都可以登上山頂，登山之後的廣大空間已不適用之前登山時所用的有為法了。當然佛陀也早跟我們說過登山後的風景，以及整個法界的實相了，而能走到這邊的修行者，對於之後的路該怎麼走也應該了然於胸才是，所以這時候就是該到空的階段了，也就是心經所說，無智亦無得，以無所得故。
當我們還在執著於什麼法門之時，表示我們的境界還是有為法裡面打轉，但也不是滿口說空，說無就表示已經脫離有為法了，真正對於空、無的悟證，只有自己最清楚，所以自然法門走到最後還是自然法門，但是整個心境是完全不一樣的，從有到空，而且最後還有個無。
修行者應該大多聽過一句話”萬法歸一”，那”一”歸處呢?這個”一”絕對不是修行的終點，而只是另一段修行旅程的開始。所以”法尚應捨，何況非法”。
By: zacken99 on October 28, 2009
at 12:56 am
靈動顧名思義就是由靈帶領著色身運動，也可以叫做”訓體”，訓練身體，讓色身早點感應到靈的存在、以及配合本靈成長，更快速地靈體合一，而這也是坊間常看到的”自發功”，而與”自發功”相同的地方在於，表現在外面的行為很類似，也就是說練習時所做的動作都一樣，差別在於二者的內涵完全不一樣。
而練習自發功者，大都認為是氣在帶領著色身做動作，在做動作的時候，什麼都不要想，也不要制止，持續做動作，譬如說當在高速自轉時，最好一直轉，轉到自然停下來為止，既使跌倒了也要趕快爬起來繼續轉，包含所有動作，最好都是作到”收功”為止。在人體裡面存在著”經絡”，而練過氣功的人都知道，氣是在經絡理面跑的，而穴道是氣的中繼站，而上、中、下內丹，是氣的儲存站，關於這些可以參考上面的”內經圖”。坊間常見的太極拳是由動作導引氣在運行，而自發功是由氣導引身體作動作，二者也完全不同。但是，氣本身沒有任何”意識”，氣本身沒有”思想”，更不用說氣能帶領著我們的色身作任何的動作，所以太極拳所講究的”以心行氣”才是正確，氣應該是由我們色身的意志去控制才對，我們的大腦跟色身，再怎麼樣也不可能讓”氣”喧賓奪主。
而真正帶領我們做動作的其實是的”靈”，不管是本靈還是其他外靈，關於這點，如果有人因先練自發功而啓靈者，大概也可以自己慢慢確定了，而如果是由”靈修”的師兄姐帶入門者，當然也早就知道是靈在帶動作，這點也是練自發功而遲遲未啟靈者，所無法接受的，因為他們還是感覺不到靈的存在，更不用說跟靈作溝通了。
而靈動跟自發功內涵差異主要有二點
一、靈動者會先恭請護法加持，以保護靈不受其他外靈侵犯與干擾，自發功則否。
二、靈動者可以跟靈溝通，任何動作都可以隨時喊停，而自發功則否。
所以靈修法門講求的是，本靈的修持，所以是可以隨心所欲的，想動就動，想靜就靜的，所有一切動作都是由本靈或是靈主作主，對於一般修行法門而言，這是最好的修行方式，也是最自然的修行方式，是由最好的明師帶領者，而有正知正見者，沒有邪念者，大可以放手任由本靈帶領做動作，也不用擔心會走偏路，可是事實上並不是這樣，有太多人老是 懷疑、擔心，一定要有人指導，一定要走靈山，一定要如何如何才叫修行，反而這些都不是真正的”靈修法門”。
一般大廟都會選擇在氣場很好的地方，這也是很多跑靈山者喜歡去那邊靈動的原因之一，因為氣場真的很好，而且還有神明加持，機緣福報好者，神明會直接帶靈動者做動作以及調氣，事後靈動者會覺得特別精神氣爽，但是這也要靈動者本身可以承受強大的氣場加持，一般初學者本身氣場不夠強，本身沒辦法承受，反而是不要靈動的好，不然一定吐得亂七八糟的，而這也是一般沒有修行但突然有感應者，去大廟會覺得這些廟宇的氣場很不好，反而是一些小廟的氣場很好，他們會認為這些大廟都是被魔入侵了，所以他們才會覺得很不舒服，事實上，他們的認定是有可能的，但另一個可能就是他們本身的氣場不夠強，所以不能承受反而造成本身的不舒服，卻認為是這些大廟都有問題。
By: zacken99 on October 28, 2009
at 1:09 am