We are really a group of lucky people … We met Shifu and shifu guide us to do many things with knowledge… Yesterday night my dad and brother was talking and I was beside them and they go on and on both have a ‘castle’ to defend and both thinks they dont see each other problems… I felt so useless there and didnt manage to say anything to help the situation… But this lead me to understand alot of things…

There are tons of people out there do lots of funny things without knowing the REAL purpose or for the Wrong Purpose… My dad say “If this year none of my brother can get married then this year he will not pray to “Tian Gong” and will not offer any incense ever after….. Mixed feeling… My feeling CHILDISH….. NO WISDOM….. Wasted so much time doing the wrong thing praying to all the Gods….. (This make me realise how stupid we human can be and the power of GREED….. I strongly believe TONS of ppl pray to have good luck to hope that whatever god they pray to will ‘look after’ them… I wanted to correct their thinking but didnt manage to have chance… I really pity them (my dad and brother) I really hope one day i am able to shed some light on the real purpose of life… But hey… Look back at myself … I have wasted 30 years too I am after the wrong things and doing lots of wrong things…..

My wife shared with me the most mindful person in my life at the moment… I really didnt really think about this before but my wife really “Yi Yan Jin Xing Meng Zhong Ren” (not sure if this thinking is correct) My mum is having high blood pressure and Diabetes … Of cos having this is cause by past life karma as we know but … She was mindful everyday and remind herself about the illness and she refrain from all sweet stuffs oily stuffs… So now how her karma debtors attack her??? They cant change her karma debtors to change a way to attack if not wrong… So I believe to be mindful and have strong intention power we can overcome our karma debtors maybe this will lead them to give up seeing ur strong will… But of cos we must accept them as this is cause by ourselves either this life or past life… All we can do is hope and try they will understand…

Looking at my brother… I really think human is such great excuse finder… (I should not say too much on this) but just like to share what i see… One can do a wrong thing hit his head to the wall but yet this vicious cycle is continuing daily and each day we find a excuse once the old excuse is overly used… Haizzz… 人性。。。。。。

Shifu Can we do 忏悔 for people? Other then doing BaiZingMing and dedicate back to them is there a “SOP” on this? I really hope I can learn this despite oweing u my homework… haha…

be glad u can be human … be glad u met shifu… be glad u manage to learn the right way… Be glad for everything… But be glad does not mean that u be easy with urself… haha…