Yesterday was eventful… Learnt a few things which I think i better pen it down to remind myself,
1) The most scarly Lesson… MINDFULNESS
I must be mindful for everything I am doing … Yesterday late night about 2plus am was driving back to office to sleep… I drove into KJE while on the way I felt my crown chakra pounding not the normal tapping … its really pounding and suddenly I woke up.. Madness I actually fell asleep while driving… Lucky its 2 plus am no car … if not maybe u guys have to come hospital to visit me or worst come eat curry chicken liao … This make me realise time is running out… Must be mindful must learn well must race with the time… If tired dont be hero … It can happen to me it can happen to you …
2) Situation Changes or self change or…
Yesterday’s lesson we talk about this… The words ” Situation dont change” makes me realise lots of things linking myself to work… My work piles sky high its something really can never finish instead of changing myself to adapt it i look at the ’situation’ with only me in it and refuse to change myself to adapt the situation…
3) Dont even think that u do ppl will appreciate or be happy…
Yesterday celebrated birthday for my wife during lesson … I went to Cluny court to get chocolate cake from awefully chocolate which suppose t serve one of the best chocolate cake and I bought a table top Flower for my wife and a small bear for her… So I planned with shifu and fellow shixiong about it … When I bring out the cake I felt that she is totally not happy about the arrangement and the gift… Dont expect everyone to appreciate what u have done… just do what u think u should do … we should not expect anything … happy or not … its ok … I have done what I should… 
4) Respect is gain and not from force
Today while doing lots of shoots and seeing many familar faces… Most of them respected me for who I am (not just what I can do) All of them knows clearly how damn good I am in shooting (haha scoring min 95%) but most of them when they see me they got their cadets to have a good look at me and learn from me on how I treat ppl… I gain my respect from respecting others… thats a nice feeling… All the Insp and ASP calling me SIR haha … oh no its ren xing… haha…
I feeling very very tired… my left eye starts to have double vision again… Eventful week finally over BUT when I thought I can relax… My NS boys came to me and say “Sir, next week got CIBTC which will burn half of next week and whole of next 2 weeks… Wah….. I think I will take some time to clear off this karma … it makes me think last life I am surely a person who dont work… And careted a lot of work for people which make me this life I have to work like mad… haha..
Ok guys I am going for my long long hours of sleep … I have slept less then 20 hours this whole week …Please do not disturb me haha.. Must update abit of blog if not shifu will scold again… haha…
