Frankly after so long in LZT I look back and made a check on my own progess… As mentioned long time ago I join in search for good luck great power be a “Ong Ong man” but while in LZT i was wash out of all these “layman” stuffs (Ps: I still need money haha) we started off with very easy chanting doing GT and GYFM maybe a bit of DG….. I was too flexible and too greed on many things… Haven finish learning one I will already embark on another journey of life learning another thing…(James Tio bo) Shifu let me learn this learn that only hoping me to hit the wall so that he can teach me 实修 一步一脚印。。。实实在在的修。。。Next I encounter many ups and downs then Shifu taught me to be zhai zhai (aka steady) … I have problems buying house to create my new home and Shifu taught me many ways to do it…

Part1

Shifu taught me Long Wang Fa so that I can make Long Wang Bao Ping and many many more things… Frankly I just want to say … Its the learning I got that change me… If i am the ‘old’ me I would have already finish 10-20 Long Wang Bao Ping(LWBP) to make myself rich haha but I didnt… The first and the only LWBP i did I wanted to ask for more money but in the end I ask for greater connection with LW which I believe that happen as when I chant I could feel more connection… Then the time for 2nd LWBP I woke up at 6am… seat there dont know I do for what do for who ….. many many things start coming to me I asked myself… money really so important? if i do for ppl will they use the $ for the wrong things? (highly likely yes will and confirm…So far I haven really see anyone who really really need it… But this doesnt means that I will not do I will still practice dont worry ) [I know i am just too inflexible]

(Anyway I have just 悟到 something about LWBP which I will not share)

Part 2

Shifu taught me many ways to create a way to let me buy house… (the old me would have done it ALL the methods hahaha) but for me now… I didnt try any of the method… shifu sorry wasted ur time… Shifu told me I have problems buying house might be past life karma or my life template or even for my xiu xing… To me I accept all these… why should I use other methods to create or change it for my personnel leisure… I believe I should accept the fact of it… If this is a test for me I should accept it and if it is a punishment for me I should also face it… And use my ‘chi bei’ to gan hua them or maybe this is to make me better cherish the gift to me no matter how good or bad it is… [I am too stubborn too inflexible]

Part 3

I really find shifu very ke lian… we too ego he scare we too quiet he scare we too fast he scare we too slow he scare we dao xing too low he scare some dao xing too high he worry ling xing too low he crack his brain to help ling xing too high he worry he anyhow do things disturb the Fa Jie… Too flexible he scare he inflexible he worry too anything he scare too stubborn he scare … 看不开 he scare  看太开 he worry… evrything call and ask him also make him busy everything also dont ask him he also worry… Haizzzzz the list is endless… I believe alots of us felt the same just no one dare to say him ke lian … HAHAHAHA… let me be the first one ba….. But I know this is his 使命

A problem will be a problem if u see and hold it as a problem but if u really let go and see a bigger angle or view it will not became a problem and instaed it will be a learning lesson for us…

Shifu I just want u to know I am really fine… just a bit stubborn and a bit inflexible but at least I pick up steadiness and 实修… I know my stubborness and inflexiblity or even my over steadiness is causing me to not go further… All these is a lesson for me… I am learning everyday and from everyone… and I am really living up to the vow of my hu fa doing what I should in close accoradance to his vow… so dont worry hahaha… I will try my best to quickly read up and translate all the post ASAP maybe 3 months ba wahaha… And I foresee this translation will again change my life and my views yet again… I am still learning to be a 灵修者…

(Ps: I am not saying I am doing the right thing now… Just suddenly feel like blogging this feeling down since yesterday…)

Just finish my GYFM… When I start everything was normal… then came an image of an old lady and somehow it links to the house which I saw today (strange) and the ‘’story” is like today i went to see the house and the spirit came to me for some sort of help then nothing much… then at a point I saw a special light which looks likes light from a lantern and I follow the light into a ‘cave’ and walk thru the cave… beyond the cave is a big piece of grassland and I so free on it then suddenly saw a flow of “image clips” but all zoom across so fast then saw one old man with a ’sort of cloth on the head bundle up’ with white long beard seated in an meditation posture greeted me and give me a smile… The old man is LER SI…the face change from the old man to a tiger head then back to old man face… (cant rem what happen after that) next thing I know is white light again then dont know for how long then my stomach start to ’shrink’ causing a forceful energy within my stomach flowing up to my throat area and my whole body start to ’shrink’ and my body moves forward and my hand streched forward and the energy goes to my back (middle back) whole body vibrate and the energy like sort of forcing thru something… then suddenly my left shoulder start to have this pain (the same problem which shifu had healed me long long time ago)  then everything goes back normal… energy gone pain gone nothing left except the light… The light gets brighter and brighter causing me to shut my eye very very tight and saw a something like ….. \o/ ( something like a V below and the o which is a bright light on top of it) it lasted for a while then everything seems to settle down as I felt relax and so I end my GYFM… What an eventful gyfm…

法无定法。。。 Today had some problems while guiding cheryl (Ps: really sorry if I confuse u)… After consulting Shifu he make me realise what the former means… I think we all must accept the fact that what we learning is really not the same as others… There isnt 1 way or 1 method in our cultivation… everyone will meet different problems and everyone will have his own ways of cultivation…

I believe today’s lesson make alot of us realise that what we do might not be correct as we did not really allow our Ling to maximise to the fullest… we might be doing the same thing everyday thinking its correct but the same thing might turn out to be wrong… However this should not be an excuse for us not to do it but rather we should go find out what is wrong…

Today got the chance to feel the DBS from them and I feel so touched as the DBS are all the hardwork and effort of everyone of them… Really not easy… Kneel all the way … especially Uncle Sim… He started doing it but half way he realise there is some problem/mistake and he did not give up and do it using 6 hrs daily… wah kudos to him …

(Lesson learn from uncle sim… Dont know u ask … got mistake change and accept the mistake… face the mistake and dare to accept ur mistake…)

Yesterday holiday so both myself and vel stayed at home and xiu ‘fa’ together… cause no where to go no house to buy hahahahahaha… when we start we met with so many problems haha but its enjoyable haha… when we sleep I suddenly have the urge to do some simple healing for her… While still on bed I placed my hand on her crown and she like sucking energy and then i move my hand to her back and ribs… after the healing I suddenly told her not to take light soya sauce from now… dont know why haha… then I tried to sleep but whole night I feel very very uncomfortable … whole night wake up sleep wake up sleep … really so so tired… but in return of a good night sleep for her haha

Yesteday after going back did a gyfm at about 1plus am… during the gyfm i felt my leg having lots of static sudenly  and the static moves from my leg (outer) to inner and moves to the back and to the heart area… feeling very strange about the feel but i ignore it and continue… then the feeling was like gone (not sure if its gone or i really able to ignore it… but after sometime the feeling come back and this time its like having static running very very fast and running is rounds at the inner part (the small triangle formed by 2 legs and groin area) felt chill on the static and so I deceide to stop… when i stop i realise… The static is actually… …

 

 

XIAO QIANG…. aka cockroach…

Wah liew… its running my whole body… madness…

Just had a 4-5 hours coffee session with 2 of my friends… one of my friend ZQ was ranting on his work as his workplace came a log manager who cant work and have many problems with other staffs and customer… and he continue on and on … how he can get work done better how he can talk to his men better how he talk to customer better  etc… During the session I didnt talk much as I know interrupting will not be of any use… After he go on for about 2-3 hours I broke my silence… Cause I see his problem… In a few simple sentence his “我” must be counted using a calculator… and he is not accepting the fact that we come into this world to suffer as he felt accept this fact one will not strive to be better… Wa really a test for me …

I used a soft approach and try my very best to let him understand accepting the fact is not the same as 堕落… accetping that life is 苦 thats why we need to strive to move ourselves out of the 6 realms and not let history repeat by having reincarnation life after life … One must strive to be out of the 6 realms and also to try help one another fellow friends get out of the 6 realms together along the way… Shared with him about the meaning of a life template and why is he here in this life as he felt that he was burden by many things like his family his work his life his finance his everything … I felt that he is trapping himself in this mud and refuse to see it with a lighter heart as the words ” I am like this” ” u know me well I am who i am” “I will not change” “infact I cant change” ” this is my life” “this is my character” wah… everything seems so familar looking at him I am actually looking at myself .. how I used to say such thing… how i always say THIS IS MY CHARACTER… 

Try sharing about 我执 he acknowledge but… I know that but I am like that attitude came smack in my face … Shared with him about the pros and cons of having big 我… And i used shifu’s phase “以为 认为 觉得” and I slowly bit by bit attack his words his thoughts … Not easy but somehow I manage…

Lead him to think at different views and different angle… See things in a different perpective… who knows a phone call and he have to go back…

This sharing came without notice… I clearly knows that one can never change in an instance esp. one like this but at least I got it started… more to share… Hope this will keep coming and will try to share with him more… Jia You Jia You to myself haha…..

“Pls dont walk behind me I might not lead, Pls dont walk infront of me I might not follow… Pls walk by my side and together we go…”

Today Shifu talk about 灵性与道性… My view on it… (personal view … does not represent anyone except myself)

灵性… what is this??? 灵性 is true self… yourself without 人性 无眼耳鼻舌身意 without all the preception of anything or anyone without all your karmic energy just a pure you pure energy of yourself…

道性… what is this??? 道性 is Putting all the dharma knowledge into practice in DAILY LIFE… Knowing is one thing understanding is another thing however knowing and understanding but never put into practice equal to nothing…

道性 also means knowing your right purpose of life … born grow sick die this is something no one can avoid but inbetween every segment of your life there is a purpose of it … Being in every segment of life one must know your duty ur task and one must also ‘wholesomely’ know the purpose of this lifetime

道性 also means doing the correct thing … Since u put ur dharma knowledge into practice…

(Above is something I had shared with Vel in car just now and wish to share with everyone… I might not be right but this is what I see the 2)